Friday, April 10, 2015

Lost.

Oh, girl
How did you lose your way?
When did you become so weak?
When did you get so broken that you actually began to hope?
Don’t you know, there is no place for such silly notions
In this big, busy world
Did you actually begin to think
Someone would give a shit?
Wake up, girl
Wake up
And smell the crap
Because god knows, roses are but in fairy tales

Thursday, April 2, 2015

Epiphany

And when it comes down to it
You realise
You really are alone

There is no help, no guiding light
The world
Is not your friend

There are only ghosts of love that linger
Empty promises
Shells of comforting words

The world is a selfish, selfish place
The sooner you know
The happier you will become

Tuesday, February 3, 2015

Not everyone comes face to face with their past, forced to admit fault and drown in guilt until eventually they emerged battered and breathless, stumbling into the future scarred, but healed. Not everyone is that lucky.

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

More and more often she found herself lost in a dizzying maze of her memories, groping and stumbling through laughs and tears, desperate to latch on to something, anything, that would convince her that things were still the same, that nothing was lost. She was too tired for change.

Friday, November 21, 2014

She sits there by him day and night
She sits there always in his sight
She watches him asleep in bed
She watches till her eyes are red
Counting down to the final goodnight.